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May 29th, 2005

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12:45 am - steal my breath...

steal my breath...

i don't know what to do anymore. he was the best thing that ever happend to me. the most positive thing i have ever had in my life. i love him with all my heart. and yet again...i lost him. over lies. the worst part is, i care about him, more than life itself, and i know good and damn well that it is up to him to decide. i know what i have done, i know what i haven't done and it is breaking my heart to know that lies are going to ruin this. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say. there is no way to make it better. no one believes me. he won't belive me. it hurts, more than anyone knows. it is killing me. just like the first time, he is going by what he hears. and not by the truth. but inevidably, in the end, it is up to him. it's scary to know that. i have morals. i don't cheat. i don't lie. i just wish he would believe that...

just to let you know, no matter what happens, i love you, whether you want to believe it or not. i love you more than anything else in this world. nothing will ever change that. even if you never believe the truth...and i have to cry myself to sleep everynight, i will always love you...

it hurts, more than anything, to lose someone that meant everything to you...

my world came crashing down...i hit rock bottom...and there is no way to get up from this one. i lost the one and only thing that mattered in life. i'm lost without you.

tonight is not the night. my heart hurts. more than ever. i'm numb...

<3 mollie

Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: Edwin McCain - I'll Be

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Date:May 29th, 2005 02:30 pm (UTC)
hunny what happened? are you going to be alright? ill cancelle my plans for you if you need me...i LOVE you so much..i don't want you to be hurting. i am gonna call you when i get out of the shower.. and see whats up..i will do it for you if you need me to.. im Here for you EVERY day...
(the other bestfriend--that wants to help)

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