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04:26 pm - let me clear some things up...

let me clear some things up...

let me just make a list of some rumors that have been ruining relationships, friendships, and my life :

me and kevin plash had sex...NOT TRUE.
THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN. CONSIDERING AT THE TIME I HAD A BOYFRIEND I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART and NATALIE IS HIS EX GIRLFRIEND. NO MATTER HOW MUCH BULLSHIT IS BETWEEN ME AND NAT, I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO HER. PLUS...he is not attractive to me. he will NEVER be attractive to me.

me and mitchell are getting back together...NOT TRUE.
DEFINITELY...THE BIGGEST BULLSHIT EVER. GETTING BACK INTO THAT RELATIONSHIP WOULD BE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE...AND YET AGAIN. THAT WAS AT A TIME WHEN I HAD A BOYFRIEND I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO HIM. AND TRUTHFULLY, I CAN'T SAY ANYMORE ABOUT THAT. MY CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW HOW IT WAS, AND THEY KNOW IT WOULD NEVER CHANGE.

me and chad jay are getting together...NOT TRUE.
FIRST OFF...THE SOURCE OF THIS ONE...JOHN FLOYD. NEED I SAY MORE. REALLY. I WOULD NEVER GET WITH CHAD JAY. FRIENDS ONLY. THANK YOU. PLUS...FOR LIKE THE MILLIONTH TIME, IT WAS WHEN I HAD A BOYFRIEND WHO MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. I WOULD NEVER TO ANYTHING TO RUIN THAT RELATIONSHIP.

THERE ARE SO MANY MORE...IT'S REALLY NOT FUNNY ANYMORE. I COULD KEEP GOING.

I DO NOT CHEAT.

I DO NOT LIE.

AND ANYTHING ELSE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SAYING...IS MOST LIKELY BULLSHIT. SO...IF ANYONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS THEY WANT ME TO CLEAR UP...JUST ASK. I WILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH. NO MATTER IF I AM PROUD OF IT, IF I REGRET IT, OR ANYTHING ELSE. JUST TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY GET THE STORY STRAIGHT INSTEAD OF ASSUMING THINGS AND GOING BY OCEAN SPRINGS BULLSHIT.

and probably...if all this bullshit wasn't said. i would be happy right now. i would still have patrick (the best fucking thing that ever happend to me). i would still have some friends i've lost. it just hurts...so much because i know what i have done. i am the only one that knows the truth. and no matter what i say, no matter what i do, nobody will believe me. probably the only people that believe me are jim and ashes. it kills me. but...that's ocean springs bullshit. i have morals. all of this hurts. more than anyone knows.

<3 mollie renee carraghan

 


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From:pandashu
Date:June 1st, 2005 10:25 pm (UTC)
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*hugs* I'll pray for you..

Love,
Manda
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From:chriswiddows
Date:June 1st, 2005 11:49 pm (UTC)
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i heard that you and that chris widdows guy hooked up
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From:labellamucca
Date:June 2nd, 2005 06:11 am (UTC)
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FUCK YOU CHRIS. SERIOUSLY. SHIT LIKE THAT. JUST KIDDING AROUND MAKING FUN OF IT, SOME DUMBFUCK WILL READ IT AND BE LIKE HMMMM...WOW...WHO SHOULD I TELL. don't do that. please.
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From:buttercupkissez
Date:June 2nd, 2005 12:55 am (UTC)
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Mollz...

We all know about OS, and yet the same people who complain about the drama in OS are the ones causing it most of the time. We all know that if someone has any problem with you, and even if they dont...they feel like they are "cooler" when they can have the "latest news" even when its not true. I know that hearing people say, "dont worry about them when you have friends who care, and will stand behind you" doesnt really make you feel TOO much better...because I know that nothing hurts worse than knowing that someone is talking about you, and its NOT good talk. BUT I will go against the fact that it might not help and tell you this...

MOLLIE!! Even if we have never been "good" friends..I have and ALWAYS WILL stand up for you in EVERYWAY that I can! I KNOW how awesome you are, even if they dont! I know how bad it hurts ur heart to know someone is talking about you, and I cant stand to here that someone is doing it to you...
343-1953...my new #...if you EVER need to talk...

I WUVZ you Mollz!
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From:buttercupkissez
Date:June 2nd, 2005 12:56 am (UTC)
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PS...FUCK THOSE JEALOUS ASS HOES!
From:lostrockstar
Date:June 2nd, 2005 12:56 am (UTC)
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amen, mollie.
i know you wouldnt do anything like that..if it helps at all.
fuck everyone in this town that thinks they know shit.
♥you
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From:lilmisserica
Date:June 2nd, 2005 04:48 am (UTC)
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id come in and say stuff. but i don't knwo what is going on..
but i guess in this circumstance i don't/won't..
but whatever i know you MOLL and you aren't that type.. you wouldn't do that.. i know how faithful you are. but everyone is telling me that you are changing.. thats one reason why i don't knwo what to do.. I LOVEEYOU MOLL
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From:labellamucca
Date:June 2nd, 2005 06:15 am (UTC)
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e, i seriously can't believe you just said that. who is saying im changing. nobody knows who i am. i am the only fucking person who knows the real me. and it sucks that a friend like you...would even doubt that. i am so fucking shocked right now. i can't believe it...the only way i am fucking changing, is finally STICKING up for myself and not taking people's shit. I KNOW THE FUCKING TRUTH. and i just realized, NO MATTER WHAT I FUCKING SAY, NO MATTER WHAT I FUCKING DO, it won't make a difference to anyone. e...i can't believe this.

you fucking know me. i don't cheat. i am always fucking faithful. i never fucking lie. i can't believe you would even doubt me. you don't know how much that hurt.
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From:labellamucca
Date:June 2nd, 2005 06:17 am (UTC)
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thank of all for bein there. although some of yall arent that close to me, i love yall for being they way you are. thank you.

<3 mollie
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From:lilmisserica
Date:June 2nd, 2005 05:18 pm (UTC)
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Moll..baby i love you with all my heart. it's just been so long since we did anything. i don't believe anything it's just i can't believe that people would say that..
i want to keep what we have.
don't be mad at me. i don't or didn't mean to hurt you! i was just letting you know somethings that were floating around.! im so glad that you are FINALLY not taking shit from people! you need to keep doing that babe. people don't need the pleasure they feeel when they walk all over you! your better then that i know it. i might not know EXACTLY what is going on in your life right now but.. i knew you really well for a while a long time. hunny your not one to change for the worst but for the good.
i would never doubt you babe..i can't and i definatly will never do that. i love you!
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