|04:26 pm - let me clear some things up...|
let me clear some things up...
let me just make a list of some rumors that have been ruining relationships, friendships, and my life :
me and kevin plash had sex...NOT TRUE.
THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN. CONSIDERING AT THE TIME I HAD A BOYFRIEND I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART and NATALIE IS HIS EX GIRLFRIEND. NO MATTER HOW MUCH BULLSHIT IS BETWEEN ME AND NAT, I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO HER. PLUS...he is not attractive to me. he will NEVER be attractive to me.
me and mitchell are getting back together...NOT TRUE.
DEFINITELY...THE BIGGEST BULLSHIT EVER. GETTING BACK INTO THAT RELATIONSHIP WOULD BE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE...AND YET AGAIN. THAT WAS AT A TIME WHEN I HAD A BOYFRIEND I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO HIM. AND TRUTHFULLY, I CAN'T SAY ANYMORE ABOUT THAT. MY CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW HOW IT WAS, AND THEY KNOW IT WOULD NEVER CHANGE.
me and chad jay are getting together...NOT TRUE.
FIRST OFF...THE SOURCE OF THIS ONE...JOHN FLOYD. NEED I SAY MORE. REALLY. I WOULD NEVER GET WITH CHAD JAY. FRIENDS ONLY. THANK YOU. PLUS...FOR LIKE THE MILLIONTH TIME, IT WAS WHEN I HAD A BOYFRIEND WHO MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. I WOULD NEVER TO ANYTHING TO RUIN THAT RELATIONSHIP.
THERE ARE SO MANY MORE...IT'S REALLY NOT FUNNY ANYMORE. I COULD KEEP GOING.
I DO NOT CHEAT.
I DO NOT LIE.
AND ANYTHING ELSE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SAYING...IS MOST LIKELY BULLSHIT. SO...IF ANYONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS THEY WANT ME TO CLEAR UP...JUST ASK. I WILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH. NO MATTER IF I AM PROUD OF IT, IF I REGRET IT, OR ANYTHING ELSE. JUST TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY GET THE STORY STRAIGHT INSTEAD OF ASSUMING THINGS AND GOING BY OCEAN SPRINGS BULLSHIT.
and probably...if all this bullshit wasn't said. i would be happy right now. i would still have patrick (the best fucking thing that ever happend to me). i would still have some friends i've lost. it just hurts...so much because i know what i have done. i am the only one that knows the truth. and no matter what i say, no matter what i do, nobody will believe me. probably the only people that believe me are jim and ashes. it kills me. but...that's ocean springs bullshit. i have morals. all of this hurts. more than anyone knows.
<3 mollie renee carraghan
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