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May 26th, 2005


11:45 pm - keep me awake and alive...

keep me awake and alive...

i love you. 2 days. don't forget.

more than anything. always and forever. and always remember...i'll always love you more.

i win.YOU OWE ME DINNER. i win.

<3 mollie
(the angel)


Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Ben Harper - In Your Eyes

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11:14 pm - we're lost but holdin hands...

we're lost but holdin hands...

tuesday:

 justin came and picked me up and we went to patrick's. he was in a really bad mood...and that is all that i am goin to say about that. :) i love you. me, patrick, sean, justin, and piv all hung out over there. then me and piv went to sonic, then to the highschool, and we rode by ash's. she wasn't ready yet so we went back to patricks. then we went and got ashley. then...we went back to patrick's. still...in a really bad mood. so then we went to my house, got all my shit and then went to taylors to swim. swam with everybody for like 20 minutes then i had to go get dressed for work. then patrick took me to work and i ended up payin whit $15 to work for me cause i didn't want to work. then piv, ash, and patrick came and picked me up and we went to taco bell for dinner. then we dropped patrick off at his house. went to ash's. she got ready. me and piv went to his house so he could change clothes and then we went back to ash's house, picked her up, and then went and picked patrick up. then...the night began!!! :) MALIBU BARBIES. HELL YEAH. we rode around for a while, met up with jim. :) :) :) and then went to sonic. got some drinks. and then just hung out until we took patrick home about 9:45. then piv brought me and ash to her house and he left. then j millah :) came and got us in the jeep and we went up to sonic. tons of people were there. it was nice seeing somepeople again. :) then we ended up pickin joe up at burger king, and drivin out to rock and roll graveyard. yeah. scary shit. i almost peed my pants. :) it was funny. BANANAS!!! and...dont'cha. i LOVE it. then until about 12:30 we went and rode through the trails. lots of fun. def popped a squat next to a big electricity tower. fun stuff. i got bit by so many fire ants...but oh well...that's part of it. then j millah dropped joe off at his truck and we went to ash's. then....:) :) all i am goin to say is butcher and t. fun stuff right ash. MARTINI BAR. we came home and crashed.

wednesday:

woke up around 9:15. piv came and got me a little bit later and dropped me off. with MY LUCK...i didn't have a spare key, my brother wasn't home, and the garage wouldn't open...sooo needless to say...I WAS LOCKED OUT. for a damn hour. it sucked so bad. and i went to bing's house, geoff's house, and nobody was home at either one. thank the lord heather was delivering po boys and i stopped her. i hopped in the car, went to gpe, then to my grandma's. she wasn't home. went to aunt jane's. she wasn't home. then went to heather's. called mom. told me where the key was at gram's. heather took me to gram's and i got in and took a shower. so refreshing. i loved it. then i waited till she got home and she brought me home. on the way, we picked patrick up and he came and sat with me for a little bit before work. i LOVE you. then i went to work. work sucked. luckily, ren stayed late to help me and la close. i love her. she's the best. then i went and got some movies and came home.

today:

i woke up...took a quick shower and then patrick came over. laid around for most of the day. COLGATE. :) :) i love you. i've been sick for the past few days. "SMOKER'S COUGH" as momma calls it. yeah right. ash says i have "SMOKER'S DENIAL" and i think she might be right. luckily i didn't have to work tonight. so patrick left around 4 to pick his dad up from the airport. i slept until about 8 until he came back over. we laid around and definitely watched CHAOTIC. loved it. and then he left about an hour ago.

eeeek. tomorrow i think im goin to get my regular license. i have to work 4 to close. and tomorrow is PAY DAY. im so excited. i can't wait until my raise gets put in the system. :) :) i kinda just realized i'm almost done with highschool. i'm a senior. i'm graduating early. it's almost done. i'm scared. i'm freaking myself out. i'm gonna go. goodnight.

<3 mollie
(the senior)

 

 


Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: Brad Paisley - Little Moments

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May 23rd, 2005


11:38 pm - i find bliss in ignorance...

i find bliss in ignorance...

bullshit...and she took one to the chest

i cannot take this anymore
i'm saying everything i've said before
all these words they make no sense
i find bliss in ignorance
less i hear the less you'll say
you'll find that out anyway
just like before...

everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break
i need a little room to breathe
cause i'm one step closer to the edge
i'm about to break

i find the answers aren't so clear
wish i could find a way to disappear
all these thoughts they make no sense
i find bliss in ignorance
nothing seems to go away
over and over again
just like before

everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break
i need a little room to breathe
cause i'm one step closer to the edge
i'm about to break

everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break
i need a little room to breathe
cause i'm one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break

this part is for nic

shut up when i'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up
shut up when i'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up
shut up, i’m about to break

everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break
i need a little room to breathe
cause i'm one step closer to the edge
i'm about to break

everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break
i need a little room to breathe
cause i'm one step closer to the edge
and i'm about to break

<3 mollie
("the bad girlfriend")
-as sean and many others call me-





Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Linkin Park - One Step Closer

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10:29 pm - i wanna blow you away...

i wanna blow you away...

i just got home from work. it was sooooooooo slow. i hated it. sarah was manager so we had a lot of fun!!! i definitely worked in the back tonight. that was lots of fun. :) :)  other than that. today was alright. i slept until about 12:30. patrick came over. we just laid around. then at 4 i went to work. right now, im waitin for everybody to get back from graduation and hopefully i will go out. i just need to get out of the house. it sucks though. all this jealousy bullshit. his friends shouldn't be like that. oh well. hopefully our relationship won't suffer from it...even though it kinda already has. hopefully everything will work out. well...i know it will.

call me. bitches.

<3 mollie
(
slutface)


Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say

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May 21st, 2005


11:22 pm - cause for us there is no end...

cause for us there is no end...

and all you gotta do is have a little faith in me.

everything's gonna be alright. nobody can change us. nobody. i love you with all my heart and i know you feel the same way about me. you mean everything to me and i am so lucky that we are together. i don't know what i would do without you. you make me happier than anyone else. you respect me. you care about me. you love me. you tell me you do, but for the first time, i know somebody actually means it. that is the best feeling in the world. i love you. and i always will. no matter what.

work was slow tonight. me and la did a great job. definitely got out of there at like 10:03. on time for once. it was a good night. when im upset i get really obsessive compulsive. like i freak out and have to clean my room, or do something productive. that definitely helped me at work tonight. not only did everything get done, everything was organized, and i calmed down a little bit. i'm fine now. thanks to him.

tomorrow's a new day. its going to be a good one.

<3 mollie


Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Mandy Moore - Have A Little Faith In Me

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04:35 pm - you move like water...i could drown in you...

you move like water...i could drown in you...

so...summer 2005 is here. i have made a promise to myself. i am updating my journal EVERYDAY. so last night was the first night of summer vacation. lets just say...IT SUCKED. piv and ash picked me up and definitely piv ran into the glass door. ha. aw. poor thing. it's alright. we went to allans...and it all went downhill from there. i got there and right when i walked in the door sean, very inebriated, bitched at me for coming over. apparently all of patrick's friends are upset because i took him away...and all this other stuff. so i have been feeling like shit since last night. i just have this horrible feeling in my stomach. it makes me not want to date him, because they feel so strongly about it, but i love him too much. i wouldn't ever do that. so last night pretty much sucked except for seein butch, j flo, and joe. me and joe had a heart to heart. i needed that. hopefully things will get better, but if not...we'll see what happens. i have to be at work at 5:30 but im goin to try to get somebody to work for me cause chad's fight is tonight and he wants me to go. it would be a lot of fun. but i doubt it'll work out. well i am going to get ready for work.

i love you patrick. no matter what.

<3 mollie


Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: BTE - A Lifetime

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May 10th, 2005


10:14 pm - shine shine, shine on me...

shine shine, shine on me...

i love you. i love you. i love you.

i can't say it enough. you mean the world to me baby and i am so lucky to be with you. you give me the respect i deserve, the attention i want, and the happiness i need. you are the best. i love you more than anything.

i love you . i love you. i love you.

i love you a trillion times...

love is patient...love is kind. it does not envy. it does not boast. it is not proud. it is not rude. it is not self seeking. it is not easliy angered. it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth. it always protects. it always trusts. it always hopes. it always preserves. love never fails...

<3 mollie


Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Dave Matthews Band - Steady As We Go

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May 3rd, 2005


10:34 pm - love is the answer...

love is the answer...

since the last time i updated...a lot of stuff went on. a lot of wonderful stuff and some really hard stuff. the funeral was monday. that was one of the hardest things i have ever experienced in my entire life. just being hurt by the loss, and then seeing p.j. fall apart like that. seeing everyone who always seemed so strong, the football players, fall apart...killed me. i couldn't sit with p.j. and it hurt so bad because i couldn't be there next to him like i should've been...holding his hand...tellin him how everything was going to be ok. i cried a lot that day...but after everything i felt this calm come over me. it just seemed like everything was ok...and everything was going to work out. i loved the service. it was amazing. losing somebody you care about really gives people a reality check. i've been thinking about life a lot lately and how much i take it for granted. we all do. its human nature to get caught up in the world...but i'm finally going to slow down and truly enjoy life for all that it is worth...for every minute god decides to give me. i have settled some differences, said some things i have wanted to say for a while, and fixed some friendships. i am changing...for the better. i know it... i'm going to be happy.

after everything that happend with me and p.j. it only made us closer. we have fixed everything and i am so happy. he is the best thing that has ever happend to me. he is the sweetest guy i know and knowing that we are together again is the best feeling ever. he treats me with so much respect and makes me feel good about myself. i haven't had that in a long time. he treats me better than anybody ever has...and probably better than anybody ever will. he makes me so happy. i am so lucky to have a boyfriend like him. he's picking up the broken peices and making me a better person. i'm learning a lot from him. i love him so much and i care about him more than anything. really...more than he knows. it is so good to have him back and what we went through made us realize how much we really do care about eachother and we're not going to make that mistake again. it was so hard to lose him for the 2 days i did. it killed me. but everything is perfect. like it should be. it was meant to be baby...just like you say. you are perfect.

thank you sweetheart for everything you do. you are the best. i <3 you baby.

school is going better. i'm still finishing all my makeup work, but i know once i do that, everything will be ok. its just stressful with school, and then work. but i decided im going to stay at mcalisters unless i find something better for me. who knows what will happen...

goodnight. i love you all. no matter what.

<3 mollie


Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Jack Johnson - Better Together

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April 28th, 2005


03:51 pm - i'm barely hangin on...

i'm barely hangin on...

pj:

i am so confused right now. you are the best guy in the world and you deserve nothing less than the best. i care about you, more than anything else, and i would NEVER do anything to hurt you. you meant the world to me. you made me happier than anyone else ever has. you respected me and treated me better than anyone. i'm used to being with assholes that don't respect me and treat me like pure shit. you were different. you are amazing. i don't know what is going on. my world came crashing down. i don't know what you have been hearing from other people. rumors ruin everything. it sucks because it is their word against mine. you can belive whoever you want to believe, but i just wish you would give me the chance to tell you the truth. i know what i've done in the past. i know what i do. you can't always believe everything you hear. it's ocean springs. high school bullshit. it's killing me. you are hurting and i don't know how to make it better. i just wish people wouldn't talk shit. you were the best thing that ever happend to me and now...i lost you...because of lies. rumors. and it sucks so bad because it's not my fault. people are telling you things that aren't true. but i am the only one who knows the truth...so maybe, if you are willing, give me the chance to tell you the truth. it's ultimately up to you. i just want you to be happy, even if that means that i am going to be miserable. just be happy baby. hopefully things will work out...

<3 always

mollie


Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

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April 24th, 2005


11:29 pm - crush me...

crush me...

crazy how it feels tonight
crazy how you make it all alright love
crush me with the things you do
and i do for you anything too, oh

this weekend was absolutely perfect. got to spend a lot of time with him. i loved it. slept 11 hours on saturday. me and nat were so tired. then went to mcdonalds and got that fiya. it was so straight. :) i love my BEBE. fasho. today was straight. me and BC had a great time. fiya. bitches. LOVE LOVE. :) nicole and hunter came and saw me tonight. i miss her. they're the cutest. i love them. :) :) i'll update more later...

i am goin to be the first...

<3 mollie

"$2,000 whore"


Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: Dave Matthews Band - Crush

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